Rin's Nightmare

Meichan no Shitsuji part 2

2009-03-01T19:19:00.008+08:00

Time: 7.19pm
mood: crazy

now is a short review of wad Meichan no Shitsuji is all about ...

The story revolves around a young woman named Mei, who was rescued as a young girl by someone calling himself her "butler." With only a vague memory, though, the experience seems like just a dream. But one day, after her parents' accidental death, he appears: Rihito comes from a line of outstanding butlers, and he has been appointed to serve her! Now her ordinary life has completely flipped, as she discovers that she's actually the heiress to a fortune, and is forced to transfer to St. Lucia Girls' Academy, where all the students have butlers! As a result, her childhood friend Kento decides to enroll in a butler school so that he can stay close to her.

Shinonome Mei ( Eikura Nana )
She is the geeky master of Rihito but lata when she take off her spect, she become astonishing transformed ... lols old concept but still favourable by most ppl ...

Shibata Rihito ( Mizushima Hiro )
He is the butler for Mei. A Golden S class ranked butler who once served Lucia/Hongo Shiori ...

Shibata Kento ( Sato Takeru )
Rihito's brother, Mei childhood fren enrolled into the butler school in order to keep close with her ...

Lucia ( Yamada Yu )
A beautiful mistress, who most of the time is sit in a wheelchair n well respected by the others due to her high position in the academy.

Shinobu ( Mukai Osamu )
A white prince charming butler who serve Lucia, will do anything for his master happiness ...

thr r other more funny n interesting characters in this show yet me can't possible post eveything up ... so if u r really keen in this show, pls do watch it! tata ...

adios~
Meichan no Shitsuji fans !

Meichan no Shitsuji

2009-03-01T18:48:00.005+08:00

Time: 6.48pm
mood: crazy ...

me nowadays stopped watching anime except for catching up The Slayers EvolutionR ... but focusing on watching Meichan no Shitsuji ... it so cool! coz Mizushima Hiro is acting in it! he so god damn cool! ... ahhhhhh especially when he smile... This is pic of the show Meichan no Shitsuji

He is standing rite beside Eikura Nana ... actually Eikura Nana look better with her long hair but dunno izzit becoz that her hair is cut too short, it look a bit funny ... anyway, if u guys r free, watch this show ... it nice !

btw, did u guys notice Mukai Osamu is inside this show also? he having white hair now ... didn't know that the hair style will suit him ... this is a pic of his previous hairstyle in honey n clover ...

n this is the photo of his cast when shooting Meichan no Shitsuji

surprising rite ??? he look cute with this bleach fake hair ... lols ...
another post will be coming up soon on Meichan no Shitsuji ....

Adios~

Changing of blog

2009-03-01T17:54:00.002+08:00

Time: 5.54pm
Mood: cool...

Yoz guys sorry so long didn't update my blog ... hehe ... me thought of leaving this blog dead n concentrate on my the other blog. www.rin-clue0311.blogspot.com .... but when browsing songs for my other blog, me found this songs from my fave Nightmare before Christmas ... "This is Halloween" rather than "Jack the pumpkin's King" (did me spell correctly?) well... so me decided to find a new skins n match the song ... so ... luckily the song n skins fits...

me probably will leave my new blog until the sch start than use it ... anyway, due to the limited memory of my com, me can't unload my photoshop so have to use back old skins... sians ahhhhhhhhh ....

back to this blog, me most likely will be uploading photo next time when i'm free... too many photo n lazy to upload ... hahas ... so tata for now ...

adios~
clue signing off~

Roaches!!!!!!!

2009-01-16T16:31:00.002+08:00

Time: 4.32pm
mood: Scare ...

OH MY GOD! there roaches in my store ... they r roaming around the bubble tissue packets whr i usually stand near it ... this give me creeps as the thought of the possibility that there might be some roaches climb onto me within the past few days... YUCK! gosh ... me wan to get out this place fast! ... but my boss said that i might need to close the shop today = facing the roaches again ... sob ... for once, i wished my boss will be here to close the shop ... i dun care if he dump all the things into storage area and make a hell out of it ... i juz wanna get out of here fast! ... tmr i'm bring those pets' spray and spray around my stall before opening ...

currently only sold 4 packets ... today is the worst day ... reason??? the roaches again ... no mood to sell anything now ... damn it... i'm going to break my boss worst record if i only manage to sell $20 today. his record is $40 ... best record is him and his wife, $440 ... but my best record so far is $250 and above for continuous 2 days... hahas ...

enough of my craps ... now probably no one will be reading my blog coz they thought is dead ... or rather i thought my blog is dead too ...well ... now very sianz n scare so blogging again. lols wadever. so long for now ...

tata adios~
clue signing off~

Finally!

2009-01-13T16:30:00.002+08:00

Time: 4:31
Mood: Bored

hahas... paiseh me so long didn't update anything... coz i'm working like hell. i'm currently woking as a promoter at one of the jurong point pushcart, selling bubbles tissue.

Bubbles tissue is actually a wet wipe, but it is compressed into a small tablet form. all u have to do is add water to the tablet and it will expand to a wet tissue straight away. so if u guys wan to know more about wad i'm selling, juz visit www.bubblestissue.blogspot.com.sg.

great ... juz gotten back my 'o' level result and it sux ... well ... is much better compare to my expectation. my prelim i got 36 or more. but now i gotten 21 for 6 sub. and 18 for 5 sub. hahas ... still quite a big gap compare with my frens. n their result r quite low. Good for them sia ,,,

This remind me of the ytd when we gotten our result in the sch hall. Ms tan passed me the slip of my grades, i was totally stun! i DID PASS my Amath. and even got a c5 for my english. Damn that mr lim. before i took my eng exam, my tution teacher, ms abbott, from cdac sent me some email on the eng exam. i did read through and follow her advise (even i'm asleep for almost most of her lesson) and i gotten a C5! ... better than the head going to turn bald teacher who teaches me 2 yrs and ended up failing most of the time. back to ytd event. i took the slip and point it to mr lim and said "see! see! i gotten a C5 for my english. I passed it. Ha. u always said that my eng is so bad but now 'o' level i passed it." before slamming it down onto the table. he obviously looked stun upon my action. it feel so SPLENDID! ... hahas ... but he manage to say "good for u than" to save back some face. lols ...

okay okay enough of my crap... here i wanna apologise to lingna, kelly and qianling that i'm sorry for canceling the plan away. i know all of u come down here and wanna celebrate together but i cancel it away last min. due to some communication problem earlier on. I'm sorry girls ,,,

Woooosh! i sold a dispenser! finally after so many days. oh ya ... i'll have to thx mr han, sonny, chinyi n those who tried my products before. thx for ordering such a big amount.

gtg alr ... working now... juz borrow my bro laptop ... hehe ... tata adios~

clue signing off~

山泽女神回音与水仙花

2008-08-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

Time: 10.02pm
mood: like shit ...

i know i know i know ... the "o" level exam is coming and i shouldn't be wasting my time and do such things ... but me did this video is to spite my mum and it's work ... hehe ... she wan me to practice my chinese so i did ... hehe ... paiseh huh ... well ... this is the second part ... hehe

hope u guys enjoy,
clue signing off
adios~

Dying

2008-06-30T15:47:00.002+08:00

Time:3.48pm
mood: dot dot dots

not attending sch today ... coz having sore-throat ... dying soon ... wed having chinese oral and now like this ... *keep my fingers crossed* hope to get well soon and ace it ... anyway, mum block me for using the com but she currently not at home. so ... hehe ...

'o' level coming alr ... everyone must MUG for it kkies! ... and we'll ace it and graduate together as peihwa sec 4 pioneers! hahas ...

that's all for now ...
won't be updating this blog for quite a while ...
most likely this is my last post *i think* for these few mths.
will be reupdating it after our exam finished ...

Good luck and all the best guys!
Adios~
clue signing off~

mug for exam

2008-04-25T13:42:00.002+08:00

Time: 1.45pm
mood: sux ..

gosh ... it seems as though it's yrs ago after my last post (with the help of lingna) hahas... well coz this yr is the most important of all ... than com broke down ... mum ban me ... mid-year exam half way through ... gosh must all the bad luck fall together in the yr? ... nonono ... me must THINK POSITIVE ... cannot waste my $$$ for the adam khoo workshop ... lols ... hahas ... getting more haywire these days ... anyway, hope this won't be my last post of the yr XD jk ... oh ya ... GOOD LUCK everyone for their exam! MUG ALL THE WAY! GOOOOOOOO!

so long for now, meeting qian ling yanting & chicken drumstick (lingna) lata on... so tata
Adios~

2008-03-31T17:38:00.002+08:00

Time: 5.43pm
Mood: Happy

now finally reach home, talking with lingna on the phone. watching wan quan yu le now...they are promoting STRAWBERRY! i am so hungry now! adios~

stomp

2008-03-16T15:07:00.002+08:00

time: 3.09pm
mood: cool ...

wow ... it seem quite long that me now finally blog ... last day of holiday ... quite sianz ah ... but me got one good news, my sis is pregnant ... hahas ...

btw, me was juz wondering if anyone have been to the stomp website ? it so damn cool .. oh well it been there sometime and i've been visiting it quite regularly ... juz that me now than talk about it in my blog ..=p trust me, u should go and visit that website one day ... and u will be amuse how singaporean notice and dislike what other ppl are doing ... becareful with ya action, if not ur photo might be on the website ... hahas ... tata adios~

Mug for exam!

2008-01-30T21:45:00.001+08:00

time: 9.51pm
mood: tired ...

school started not long ago yet me alr dying soon ... groan ... currently doing chinese ... hehe ... really really short post eh ...

adios~
clue signing off~

Mug for exam!

2008-01-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

林峰 - 愛在記憶中找你

2007-12-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

Time:11.39pm
mood: cool ...

it seem a long time alr ... that i actually update it ... hahas ... well now juz some craps ... here is one of my fave by 林峰 - 愛在記憶中找你.

adios~
clue signing off~

2007-10-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

Time: 10.48pm

mood: happy go lucky

lols ... actually me got nth much to post these days ... sianz ... oh ya, here a pic.

purely juz for fun ... hahas ... coz nth much to do than me went to play with photoshop.

btw, anyone have Adobe Photoshop CS2 or CS3 ? the creative suit thing ...

if have, can ya kindly lend me pls ? thx ...

this somehow have the feeling of [ The Ring ] movie poster ... hahas ... kinda weird ...

adios~

clue signing off~

2007-10-30T09:48:00.000+08:00

time: 9.48am
mood: cool

well.... exam over le.... now in sch posting ... my chinese sux like hell la ... sob ...

haiz... going to get back the other papers marks lata...

wish me good luck...

btw, HAPPY HALLOWEEN

adios~
clue signing off~

疯了

2007-09-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

time: 10.48pm
mood: moody eh ?

当你知道现实是残酷的，你还会去接受它吗？

当选择在于你自己时，并不代表你能改变事实而是在于你是否愿意承担你所犯下的错误。因为事实是往往不能回头而改变自己的想法，勇敢去面对，承认自己所犯下的错误以及愿意承担一切的后果，选择才会在你的手里。

我感觉怪怪的。。。不知道何时开始说这种废话。。。天啊。。。

四大禁忌，不可激怒双鱼座。

1）任性与情趣化，或口出恶言
2）道不同不相为谋，别打击他的自尊
3）别测试他的耐心，他的抗压性一向不好
4）在他低潮时，说个不停

大家要小心哦！

[[ The truth may not be what you seen and justice will not always win. ]]

idiot game

2007-08-18T01:53:00.000+08:00

TIME: 2.46am
mood: haywired

heard from eve playing this idiot game ... hahas and its kinda fun ... well now see if u r an idiot ...

The Idiot Test

Reflection

2007-08-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

Story tittle: World of reflection
Author: Clue (juz for fun)

Every morning, i settle down on my chair that placed right in front of the mirror which had been here before i moved into this house ... It had a classical frame with some ancient Greek words below the mirror "υποδοχή στον κόσμο της αντανάκλασης" which made it more unique. However, it felt smoothing at the same with an eerie feeling while looking at it. There had been tales about the mirror and i had no idea why it attracted me so much but still i can't resist the temptation of the beautiful carved mirror thus i request my father to move the 7"inch tall mirror into my room ... i love it so much that i could stared at it for hours soon it became a habit for me ..

It was just like my usual routine, i settle down on my chair and tie my hair neatly into a ponytail before staring at the grand old classical frame of the mirror ... but this time, when i stared at the mirror, it wasn't my own reflection ... it was a girl that looks a lot like me but i know it isn't me ...Her eyes was lifeless, her soul was gone ... all she left is her outer case that blood drain out of her bit by bit as the day pass ... i don't know what holding her back ... i don't know when will she fall ... she look so fragile in it and her sorrowful eyes seem to be telling something to me yet i can't knew nothing ...

Since that day onward, i saw that girl everyday when i stared back in the mirror ... i wanted to help her badly, i wanted to know the reason why she was in there but a strong feeling stopped me to go on further ... i wasn't afraid of her but my curiosity know me better ...

Today, the girl seem to be more fragile than usual ... i stood up from my chair and walked toward her ... surprisingly, she did the same action too ... the both of us were now starting at each other, our nose almost touched together ... i looked closely at her, she was the same height as me just like the imprint of my other self ... i reach out my hand to touch her and it went right through ... my heart is pumping variously yet my curiosity didn't back me out ... the girl smile at me for the first time, she than mouth out the words asking me to come in while she moved to aside ... i shut my eyes and step by step i went into the world in the mirror...

" Welcome in Chris, thank you for doing that...", i was stunned by the voice ... the girl had the same voice as me just like I was talking to my own self ... my own reflection ... who is she ? what does she want ? how does she know me ? Thousand of thoughts were gushing through my mind... i open my mouth and tried to question her yet there was nothing spoken! ... tears were threatening to fall ... wave and wave of terror went splashing onto me ...

"I know what you are thinking of ... as i am you ... who had been once your reflection... I've been trap in this place for century and finally you came to release me ... I envy your life, living like a princess, getting everything you desired for ... all i left was this isolated place ... but now I'm making it change once in for all ... because I'm ...". She paused a while before she continued her sentence which will mark the end of me ...

"Replacing you ... " After hearing the fearful words, i tried to make a dash out of the mirror but with a slight glance she gave me, I've frozen in my track ...

I knew she mean it, i knew it's for real but I'm frozen in my thoughts... She started moving out of the mirror, towards my world ... the world which i belonged to...

I tried to shake myself awake and ran after her but all i managed was to catch hold of her hand but it slip off leaving me banging onto the glass wall which separated the world of both...

The voice which i used to have, spoken to me the once last time. "Relax Chris ... careful before you break those glasses ... oh by the way, did i mention that you will feel nothing? not even hunger or emotion? ... you will be living like a puppet control by your owner until you found your next victim, by than it might be century ... your looks will change and soon you will forget how your original look like ... only when your destined victim had arrived, they will only be the one who will be able to see you ... hahahahahaha ... so long and enjoy waiting..."

She walked away taking my life with her ... my soul was gone ... I'm not sure how long have i been in here ... sitting on the same place watching the mirror to the outside gate like a movie ... I've soon forgotten how my family look like, no ... is Chris's family now ... I've long forgotten how emotion is feel as I'm a nameless puppet with no feeling at all ... but all i could remember was the words which once i was confused with ...

"υποδοχή στον κόσμο της αντανάκλασης, welcome to the world of refection."

Years later, "Dad ... i like this mirror ... can you buy it for me ?" A teenage girl walked towards me ... starring at her own reflection but soon ... i will be her ...

wait n wait

2007-08-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

time:7.19pm
mood: murdering anyone who disturb my slp

these few days felt so damn tired la ... why ? .... my forever-won't-get-heal-up-injury which is my left arm la ... make me only slp for a 2 or 4 hr than wake up due to the pain la ... so tired now ... oh ya me went to SGH yesterday ... than took me about 2 hr plus before able to see a doc for check up ... the doc didn't really give me any check up ... well juz ask me some question like where pain or need a memo, an excuse for P.E. ... than gave me 56 tablet of vitamin B and take 1 every morning ... after that i requested for a divert to TTS as it got western with chinese medical treatment ... but in the end, the doc juz asked me to recheck up my bone alignment which might be pressing on my nerve system that causes the pain in my arm ... next appt. will be at 1/10/07 which is the children day la ... i got to wait for 2 mths before i get a check up, not even a treatment ? wad the hell ... by that time, i've alr been dead la ... i've alr taken x-ray for cervical spine n everything is fine ... so now i have to wait for 2 mths time and no P.E. during this mths ... hoho ... 2 mths no P.E means 2 mths of fat ... hahas ... haiz ... i think i will try to call and bring forward my appt. time ... coz i dun think i can hold on for that long with basic of 3 hrs of slp each day ... panda's eye liao ... actually how efficient is our SGH ? or rather Goverment Hospital? ... If i go to see a private doc. , today i went to book a appt. next week will be the check up without delaying for mths ... of course the price will be higher but faster and more efficient than that ... time is money ... the longer the time u wait for a check up, the cheaper the price is ... but if the shorter the time, the price shot up high ... aiyo ... okay forget it ... now all i can do is wait ... hope that i can hold on until that appt. XD pray ... btw, today Mr "Roy" b'day ... hehe haven bought the present yet hehe ... =p Happy b'day

adios~
Clue signing off

injury

2007-07-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

Time: 8.59pm
Mood: extremely moody

guess wad ... i went to see a sinseh yesterday to get a letter of excuse for not taking napfa or pe ... first i went to SGH to recheck up ... nth wrong with my bones so i got only 1 mth mc for not taking pe ... but still i ought to take napfa after the 1 mth ... sux .... coz if last mon i didn't go and choing my 2.4km run, my injury won't have gone worst ... run alr still fail but a min and so ... haiz ... than later on after my visit to SGH, my sis mother-in-law recommend me to see a doc near tiong bahru there,Combined Chinese Medical Hall. it was like hell la ... u know, all those chinese medical ways of treating someone, with only $30 plus i did all! plus 3 bottles of med. and 2 packet of pills. i didn't even asked for it lor ... she jus ask me izzit pain while she kept on using all kinds of treatment on me ... AHHHHHHHHHH ... of course is pain la ... i almost got a rush to give her a punch sia ... me ended up having bruises on my neck and arm ... i'm wearing slevesless that day and i totally regreted listen to my sis ... me went hm by taxi in the end lor ... so damn ugly with the bruises visible lor ...

see that ??? Damn it ! haiz ... tml going to sch sure got a lot ppl asking me de ... btw, that 2 bruises which was round was done by those u know the glass bottle that suck onto ur skin inorder to get rid of the extra air in ur body ... dunno when will it heal lor ... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ... after all those torture, still there no sign of recovery ... IF it isn't for that 2.4km run, i'm still on a recovering state and i won't need to go through those ... sob sob ... adios (p.s. does that look like birthmark ?? )

Clue signing off~

我不是自恋狂。

2007-07-01T00:44:00.000+08:00

Time: 12.56am
Mood: ...

Enjoy this short story video introduction. sorry this video is presented only in chinese so pls pardon about it. hope u like it. Narcissus and Echo.

adios~
clus signing off~

Where are my partner in crime ????

2007-06-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

Time: 9.09pm
mood: going to murder someone ...

Great ... great ... how great is it when my partners in crime got caught up with things ??? haiz ... the time is running out and yet we still haven plan our strike ... i'm the one planning but due to some reasons ... hehe me stopped it half-way undone ...now the day of the big event is closing in ... arghhhhhhh .... ! At first things ran smoothly until that stupid idiot partner forgotten our date ... thus we shifted the date earlier and i called the others to check on the day ... well it ended up having that oh-i'm-so-forgetful partner being free that day but i-couldn't-make-it partner failed ... haiz ... now i also dunno wad craps i'm typing le .... ! Oh my Budda !!! me getting nut! ...well actually i'm mad any way ... =.=" ... wad should i do now ...

well message to my fellow partner in crime (u should know who u r):
i'm sorry that i did my job half-way and now that one of us is down, i ought to redo everything again ... so please kindly wait ... hope that we can complete our mission XD

tata adios ~

hohoho i'm back ...

2007-06-07T14:40:00.000+08:00

Time: 2.41pm
mood: kindda tired ...

hoho .... i'm back ... well actually i'm back on 4 june evening time la ... but was too busy unloading my things so now than got the time to post ... heheh ... well ya ... below is a name list of ppl who is suppose to collect their "present" hahas ... look out for ya name ... i only bought those who "requested" or rather "force me" hahas ... jk ... and don't complain about the present ...not enough cash kkies ... well i fork out my own saving so dun u dare to complain ...

Those ppl who confirm will receive their present
-Evelyn
-Melody
-Chinyi
-Geraldine
-Lingna
-Michelle
-Eileen
-Yu siang
-Gary
-Xuewei
-Eunice
-The cute gal who lend me umbrella XD *wink* (as i promise)
-Sya
-Keith (not our sch one kkies )
-Zheng hao
-Xavier

Those ppl who present is not yet confirm

~Dorothy
~Shi min
( if i manage to smuggle out the mini Dorayaki before eaten by my sis XD for the both of u )

~Nadiah
~Brintha
~Clare
~Vivian
~blah
~blah
~blah
(those gals in my class ... i only bought one packet of food so try ur luck if u manage to grab a bite out of it =p )

~Desmond
~Clayderman
~Wei hong
~Alastair
~Wendy
~Kelly (my er-sao)(did i spell correct ?)
( i'm sorry tat i ran out of budget when it finally reach ur name ... well ... i left 2 small little present ... random luck for the 6 of u ... only the first 2 ppl out of this 6 ... which reminded me about this during recess for the first day of sch will receive it ... for the 4 ppl ... i'm sorry ... i will try to dig out something for ya ... i say try only hor ... so dun anyhow kill me if it didn't work )

That all ... if i missed out anyone name ... than tat too bad ... u got to wait for my next trip ... but most likely will not be LA or Las Vegas anymore ... should be either japan or taiwan ... not sure yet ... must see if my sister-in-law willing to sponsor my air ticket =p ... hehe .... and if u wan to ask me how my trip? ... it will be a long story ... but fun ... as for those who saw this name list ... u r lucky to spot ur name and knew wad happen ... and for those who dunno wad going on ... that ur problem for not checking out my blog once in a while ... hahas ... tata adios guys ...

Clue signing off~

On holiday ~

2007-05-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

time:4.04pm
mood: relax

kkies guys ... as some of u guys should have known that i will be away on holiday starting from 23rd may till 4th june in the midnight ... so for a short remainder, please please please DO NOT WASTE UR $$$ TO SMS OR CALL ME OR MY HOME NO. as i will not bring my phone along to holiday ... so nobody will reply ... if there is a reply ... ermx ... well good luck and better scram ... ghost hunt my phone !!! hahas .... so tata ... see u guys when i'm back =) and enjoy ur june holiday =)plus ...

ah boy arh ... u better take care of urself ... dun anyhow injure again hor... sorry can't visit u ... but hope ya get better .... love ya adios ....

clue signing off~
P.S. eve thx for ur story bk, will get something for u on the trip =)

my aunt passed away

2007-04-21T08:28:00.000+08:00

Time: 8.29am
Mood: crying now ...

okay ... this morning around 8 plus, my mum received a phone call while i'm asleep ... the next moment i knew i found out that my aunt and her mother, which should be also one of my so called "grandmother" as we always called her that, passed away ... my mum was like crying once she received the news while me and my dad woke up due to her shouting in the phone ... ended up both my parent went to my aunt home to check on more details while i stay at home contacting my bro and sis ... Every sat, my sis will come back and we will surely go and makan together de ... but i think today, will not be able to do so le ... my sis is rushing down back home now and wait for our parent to return and tell us more details ...

My aunt and "grandmother" both of them commit suicide yesterday night, jumping off the window in their home which was share between her and my uncle living in ... It can't be possible that my aunt will go and kill herself ... it juz can't be .. she won't be so silly to do that ... she is the only one that dote me a lot and always planted wet kisses to me ... i always thought it was some kind of irritating but now i miss it so much ... she was jobless for this few months and lass time i got contact with her was through phone, she asked me to tell my mum for a favour to help her to look out for job ... i was looking out job for her this few days as well as my mum ... yesterday noon, my mum and another aunti was discussing about which job suit her coz she was easily being bully ... than my mum was going to tell her the next day and regret for not calling her that night ... she might somehow prevented it from happening if she had called last night, that wad my mum told me while she was crying away ... i know no one is at fault but my mum kept on blaming on my uncle for pushing my aunt to the limited and came with a solution was to end her life ... my aunt didn't even leave a will or an last word to us ... i was crying like hell also, when i received the news ... from young till now, my aunt always give me extra pocket money to sch even if she had only left a bit to spend, she also will always buy me sweets while my sis and bro received nothing ... i really love her a lot ... I juz dunno ... dunno wad reason made her do that kind of silly thing and taking along "grandmother" with her. Even though there is conflict between her and my uncle but she is suppose to be wise enough not to do that ... my uncle kept on pushing her to the limit like saying she not working, keep on sucking blood from him, she never take care of their mum, he have been paying all those expenses while she juz leach there ... that wad my mum theory of my aunt commit suicide ...

Argh ... i can't afford to type anymore with my tears running out like loose tap and damn it for wetting my keyboard and shirt ... adios

Goodbye my aunt,
you will always be in our heart ...

Half-dead kiddo
signing off~

helppppp

2007-04-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

Time: 9.06pm
Mood: lifeless ...

i really really dunno wad happened to my arm ... it seem that i can't even carry heavy thing for juz a mere second ... for example, today ... after sch i was in my class after packing up the locker ... than one of the cleaner aunt walk pass and i asked her if she wan to the "old newspaper" la ... (ps. me and my big mouth) she than reply that collect the newspaper and put it neatly outside the classroom before she recycle it ... okay here come the point ... instead of juz putting my set, i also shift all the other one whole lump outside it la while clare helping out to clean the whiteboard ... the problem is, being lazy to move many trips, i took the whole lump in one go and i realised that my arm hurt badly ... but still i continue the "work" and manage to clear all the thing ... some of u guys must be thinking how come when my arm hurt still i continue to carry the whole lump out ? i juz ... juz ... wan to use my left arm to do some work ... it felt as though i'm handicap ... it had been weeks pass since i injure my arm la ...(ps. the last post is after some days than post up de ... )now i can't do the things i wan ... play bball, napfa and even the easiest thing, running i also can't run fast ... example when u run, ur arm will swing auto de ma ... sux la ... i can't even do that type of big big action la ... (i always do those comedy thing de...) even now when i'm typing, my whole arm hurt ... so trying to use one hand to type ... haiz ... adios ... got to rest ... ohya tml got pe ... sure die de ... =.="

useless idiot,
signing off~

How nice is it huh ?

2007-04-10T15:31:00.000+08:00

Time:3.30pm
mood: half-dead kiddo

okay ... how nice will it be to have ur arm injure ??? having ur arm injure is worst than studying for 24hr sia ... actually nth serious la but juz twisted 4 veins only ... better than last time, 6 veins and dislocated of arm ... hehe ... the only problem for now is that thurs Napfa or izzit spell Nafa ??? wadever ... well the doc said that i shouldn't do too much workout with my left arm and in the future never do too much exercise with it lor ... sia la ... now I'm left with 2 choice or 3 choice ...

1st: do napfa than left arm will have a very high risk of dislocation again and if my arm dislocate, will have a hard time to fix it back coz it loosen the joints within my shoulder...

2nd: The doc i saw was a Chinese doctor ... so no mc, no letter, no wadever thing that can use to prove i'm unable to do napfa, thus i'm got no choice to do it...

3rd: Last choice, give a parent letter and die die dun wan to do napfa ... hellooooo ... as if ms chong will allow it ... but if my arm really *touch wood* dislocate half way, who the hell will take the responsibility ? ms chong ??? as if she would wan ... can't do crc, swimming for too long in the future, blah blah blah ... saddistic ...

okay i think i'm choosing the 3rd one ... better than breaking my arm ... hahas ...
sh!t shoulder pain sia ... gonna stop

tata adios~
Half-dead kiddo signing off~

Yes i change my phone ...

2007-04-01T11:51:00.000+08:00

Time: 11.54pm
Mood: Cool ...

whooooooos .... i finally change my phone ... hahas yesterday juz change sia ... W200i hehe ... juz launch yesterday promotion price 0 value but is the latest model in singel haha ... lucky sia ... i got to wait until around 6 plus than the goods come ... weeeee.... hahas .... oleh-oleh-oleh-oleh ... wonder wad the price will be after the promotion ? 100 plus with trade in and contract ??? hahas ... gtg liao ... meeting eve at 3.15 to study ... XD tata adios ...

Clue signing off~

Pain sia

2007-03-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

Time:11.16pm
Mood: saddistic

juz went to see the chinese doc ... he said that i twisted my veins lor than help me to twist it back ... alamak ... my arm almost being pulled off by him ... juz one word to describe "PAIN" ... now my left arm okay okay lar ... but worst till tml friday ... PE !!!! sux la ... i dun even have a MC for my injuries .... how ??? can someone save me ... sob sob ....

half dead gal ...
lifeless ...

Pretear

2007-02-16T18:12:00.000+08:00

Time: 6.12pm
Mood: Cool ...

Pretear last ep. 13 part 1

Pretear last ep. 13 part 2

Pretear last ep. 13 part 3

weeeee.... hope u guys like it ... go youtube to watch from first ep. ba ... tata adios ... P.S.: this is one of my fave anime hahas ... thx eve ... *wink* =p

clue singing off tata~

Hair Cut

2007-02-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Time: 11.15pm
Mood: Light hearted

hahas you know wad ??? i went for a hair cut juz now ... no there isn't a need to tie liao ... =p ... well ... the hair cut is not really very very nice la but juz about average only ... at least i can save some time for my beauty sleep >.< ... hahas ... now i look more like a kiddo boy boy lor .... =.= and that ZH should feel honour coz he is the last ppl who saw my long hair hahas ... well actually i asked him to come down and accompany me to wait for my turn (Ps. the queue very long ) hehe ... but he stay for a while before he go and meet him frenz lor ... haiz ... my eve eve not free if not she will be the last and the first to see my hair change hahas ... well that all for today ... cya ... adios

Clue signing off~

Valentine Day

2007-02-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

Time: 8.59pm
Mood: Normal

ya ... this is for the valentine day special ... well actually most of u had alr preview it but still i wanna to post it up ... hahas ... oh ya ... My next story video coming up will be [[When the last pedal fall ...]] so ... wait till next time ... but for ur information, [[ When the last pedal fall ...]] is written by ur truely, Unknown Clue hahas ... so dun blame me on my languages >.< ... oh ya ... juz to add on for the [[ Love Story of Tree Wind & Leaf ]] i wanna say that again, I DID NOT OWN THIS STORY but i juz merely turn it into video kkies ??? Thus, the story lines and plots r not copyrighted but the video is ... thank you ...

Clue signing off~
Happy Valentine Day ^.^

Do as infinity - Oasis

2007-01-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

Time: 8.26pm
Mood: haywire ...

argh .... tml having E-math and A-math class test >.< ... ahhhhhhh sure die de .... plus matrix i sux at it ... haiz ... anyway, i'm here to post a song lyric sung by [ Do as infinity ] ...song name [Oasis] me finally know that song tittle hahas ... i'm aim that song very long le but i only know the artist but not the song tittle ... lucky dorothy got that song thus me manage to know it lor .... thx pal ...

[[ Do as Infinity - Oasis ]]

Kasaneau koe mo yubi mo
Michi afureru yume mo
Ima wa tada kono shunkan
Mitsumesasete

Sure chigau tabi ni sora wo nagamete maiochiru
Kinou no yuki nara ima goro omoi e to tsumoru
Kaki atsumeta kioku ni wa nani mo utsuranai
Dakishimeteru kotoba dake wo kono kaze ni nosete

Doko made mo hibiki kienai nara
Semete kyou wa setsunai mama
Aa kore ijou kizutsuku yuuki mo nai

Kuchibiru ga tsutaetakute hikari yori mo hayaku
Kirameita kotoba ga ima
Hane hirogeru

Oikakete tsuyogatte mo nani mo umarenai
Atatameteru omoi dake ga kono fuyu wo tokasu

Itsu made mo yurete yamanai kara
Semete kyou wa setsunai mama
Aa kore ijou kizutsuku yuuki mo nai

Kasaneau koe mo yubi mo
Michi afureru yume mo
Ima wa tada kono shunkan
Mitsumesasete

Kogoeru sekai datte
Mabushii kurai no KIRAMEKI ga
Ima no futari wo kitto
Terashitekureru hazu yo

Sukigotta kokoro ga ima watashi wo komu kara
Sazayaka ni iro zuiteku
Umarekawaru

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
u can listen to that song under my [songs] ... hope u like it ... tata adios ...

Clue signing off~

Haywire ???

2007-01-23T23:16:00.000+08:00

Time: 11.17pm
Mood: Normal ...

okay i know me so long than update ... hahas ... sry paiseh paiseh ... busy with hmw lor ... I'm dying soon for my A-math, phy and chem ... my sister working liao so no more free tutor =( ... ahhhhhhhhh .... so if she coming back hm on any days, i will not be free hor ... unless someone willing to pay my tuition fee =) aiya ... too long nvr update got a lots of craps to say lor ...

first, i still dunno if i manage to get into fit club ... i've been asked to stand on the machine which my sch bought for retaking my height and weight like 7 times or maybe even more ... well actually is take only 3 out of 7 for actual mass but to warm up the machine, need to do that 2 times than the 3rd time will be accurate or izzit the 4th time than accurate ? anything la ... i took the first round consist of 3 time than Mr Riyaz say that there something wrong with it ... so he compare darliyana with me ... she is 148cm while i took is 149cm ... but when she stand beside me, she juz reach slightly above my spec ... my jaw drop lor ... sianz ... so i'm ask to retake my mass again ...

Before i proceed to the pe room, Mr Riyaz say that i might be into his fit club if my height still remain the same ... i shouted out a long draggy "Huh! ....... " which dunno y stun Wendy =p ... i mean i dun wan to be into the fit club WITHOUT knowing my ACTUAL height and weight ... but the machine did a great job so that i can join fit! ^.^ ... hahas ... juz before my pe lesson end, i asked Mr Riyaz again ... he reply me that i maybe will be in ... i was like pleading him to let me join and no need to consider so much ... but he brush off the topic ... haiz ....

second, let me think for a while .... ermx.... oh ya ... the personality test ... i haven gather enough information .... Eeeeeeek ... dorrie will kill me if i haven done that by tml .... plus today i juz bought a book name "Deception Point" by Dan Brown ... weeeee i love his story ... but the book i wanted is "Angels and Demons" by Dan Brown also ... left only 1 bk in stock and it looks rather old ... so in the end i bought this lor ... my carving for books is getting bigger ... muhahahahas ... >.< .... it cost a bomb for me ... but is worth it ^.^ ... lucky got 20% offer from popular ... original price is $17.85 than become $14.28 ... well ... there goes my $20 saving ... got to save $$$ for the next 2 wks liao so than can buy some others bks =) so if u thinking wad to buy for my b'day, i'm glad to recommend u to buy interesting novel for me ... but got to check that i haven read before hor ... hahas ... so that my speech ...

tata adios ... enjoy ur days +.+
clue signing off~

lockers

2007-01-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

Time: 6.42pm
Mood: back to normal

kkies kkies ... i'm back to normal le ... thx for ur concern eve =) ... actually i'm quite shock when u reply that to me ... u should know by now that my previous post does not mean u will do ... well i'm quite touch after i saw the sms, glad to know that u accepted me thoughts ^.^ ...

okay back to sch ... Ehhhhhhh ... i haven choose my cca online yet .... going to do that lata ... plus, me and rebecca ( phss de ... not hws ) were in charge of the game store for the cca fiesta ... she going to buy the prizes while i'm thinking for the game ... well my brain went haywire these few days so how am i going to come up with idea? ... haiz ... sianz ... plus my locker, sharing with gary =) finally he willing to share the price but still i pay more ... he paid 10 dollars while i paid the remaining 20 dollars lor ... at least someone can help me take my textbk if i'm late ... too bad we different class if not will be much more easiler ... lucky my class is juz beside 3e4 or not too far away la ... same lvl ... if not he will be grumbling after sometimes .... =p hahas ... hope he won't visit my blog xD ... adios

Clue signing off~

Sianz arh ...

2007-01-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

Time: 9.54pm
Mood: sianzation

haiz ... first day of sch liao ... sianz ahhhhhhh .... well during morning, zh msg me so he reminded me to wish well ... a few pals luck la ... but that stupid idiot Keith low ... dunno wad the matter in him .... helloooooo .... is juz a simple msg and yet he give me attitude ... damn him la ... ruin my mood for the day ... as for my hair, i dye back lor ... but end up still got somewhere left golden ... hahas ... thus, i dye again ... unnatural black hair ... =P... my poor hair ... but is better than reborn the hair la ... did i spell correct? lols ...

my this yr class is like ... dots ... nth much to say la, boring ... Mr Lim as my form teacher ... full stop ... as for my hmw ... e-learn haven even log in during the holidays ... english, the worksheet i rub away the answer again and again the paper getting tinnier ... but at least i got do the others ... hehe ... last min work ? ya ...

just watch finish "night at the museum " at hm ... my bro juz manage to borrow it with his frenz .. returning tml .... the show is very very FUNNY ... hahas ... yawns ... getting tired le ... ZzzzZzzzZzzzZzzz ... better get some winks, or should i go and try some elearn .... i think i gonna do my works first before slp ... tata adios ... oh ya ... there a few ppl asking me wad adios mean ... it mean "Goodbye" in Spanish ... thx u ...

Clue signing off~

morning morning rise and shine

2006-12-29T08:19:00.000+08:00

Time: 8.19am
Mood: boring

well woke up quite early today ... than saw eve msg me ... dots is like last nite la but now than saw it ... hehe ... going outta with her and maybe angie also to watch Eragon ... i'm dying to watch that show but too lazy so now than got time to watch lor ... haiz ... gonna save up money to go outta with xue wei to celebrate the coming yr of 2007 ... i'm broke .... sob ='( ... oh well, let me think wads going on for next yr ... or rather i should do before next yr ... hmmmmm ...

First, i should grow fat ... coz i wanna join FIT club next yr, it seem so fun ^.^ ... i told my sis that, than she like +.+ blank off totally ... saying i've gone haywire or wad plus who wan to join it ? well ... i am ... intend too =) ... very fun ma ... tat a gd news kkies .... for me ...

Second, i should clear my study table to put my sec3 textbk la ... there seem to be many weird weird stuff on it >.< ... serve me rite for not cleaning up it ...

Third, its really time to go and buy my things le ... me keep on dragging and dragging haiz .... i'm lazy as a pig lols ... maybe a pig is much more hardworking as me =# ... me need to buy a bag, shoes and other things ...

Fourth, i really need to change my phone ... haiz ... too bad no cash ... so gonna wait until next yr when my mum's line is 2 yr alr ... long long way to go ...

Fifth, better get my mind clear to in store new thing coming up next ... get my brain wash better still ... and stop day dreaming lor ... i always do that ...

Sixth, got to do finish my hmw before sch start .... well i left the elearning and book review only le ...

Seventh, remember to meet dorrie and sze min mei after first day of sch ... well they book me first in case i run off to other places =p i always done that ... o.O?

last, collect more new jokes and riddles =) i'm a joker kkies ... i think that all ... even if there is much more things, its not so important ba ... i hope >.< tata adios

Clue signing off~

紫藤花 S.H.E

2006-12-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

Time: 9.24pm
Mood: happy

yeah! i finally found this song ... well i saw the mtv on the tv and it rox ... hahas ... well u can find the song by the side ... under the [[ top 10 fave song ]] to listen it ... well i didn't put it as auto play so u must ... u know la ... click it ... =p now here the lyric:

紫藤花-S.H.E

花缠绕的神情悬秘
你像蒸发的背影
我垂坠的心情摇曳不出声音
精彩没结局的戏
我们像不像电影
当看着我的人都散去
我才看见我自己

紫藤花
迎风心事日升夜降
越想逞强去开了
笑声就越哑
紫藤花
把心栓在旋转木马
能愿意不再喧哗
还念念不忘旧情话

最爱美的人最难忘记
因为还留下梦境
最浪漫的人最难清醒
不信谁无情
假如能像风和雨
一次又疏离又亲密
不问你不说的秘密
快乐会不会延续

紫藤花
迎风心事日升夜降
越想逞强去开了
笑声就越哑
紫藤花
把心栓在旋转木马
能愿意不再喧哗
还念念不忘旧情话

爱情在这么的故事别离
而是感动的回忆
让人很容易站在原地
以为还回的去

紫藤花
迎风心事日升夜降
越想逞强去开了
笑声就越哑
紫藤花
把心栓在旋转木马
能愿意不再喧哗
还念念不忘
紫藤花
迎风心事日升夜降
越想逞强去开了
笑声就越哑
紫藤花
把心栓在旋转木马
能愿意不再喧哗
还念念不忘旧情话 ……

hope u enjoy it ... tata adios ... and MERRY X'MAS everyone .... =)

Clue signing off~

my theory

2006-12-23T16:39:00.000+08:00

Time: 4.39pm
Mood: nth new ...

well ... i asked before a few frenz about this question:

"What do human live for?"

Their answer rather completely different from mine ... well my "god-bro" shawn lee told me that scientist answer is to "reproduction". .... but for me ... my answer is ... "to wait for death" ... hahas ... a bit too negative le ... =p ... well that my theory and belief ...

Another question i wanna ask u guys ... :

"Does human really belong to Earth?"

If human really belong to Earth, y will they always fall sick ? If a thing really belong to where it is, there wont be anything happen to it ... even including life and death ... or life cycle ... i do believe that trees belong to Earth, coz they wont fall sick if there isn't any pollution ... some even live a thousand yrs ... okay okay i stop my thing .... but is not craps ... if u have any negative comments about it .... well kindly juz seal it up... thx u ... =p hehe .... end of my speech ...

Clue signing off~

nth to do ...

2006-12-23T04:03:00.001+08:00

Time: 4.03am
Mood: boring ...

well .... me got nth to do and can't fall asleep lor ... ended up using the com and find songs ... thx eve for tell me a website that i can upload song onto blogger ... much more easiler than last time find one song find until siao ... lols .... ya ... if u have notice that on my [[ top 10 fave song ]] coner, for the first 4 songs there are the song loaded ... well... juz hope u enjoy it ... as you can see, most of my fave song is under japanese ... so dun complain that how come all jap one hor ... *raise white flag* ...

btw, that Mr promised me that he will be online but i think he had forgotten it ... i know promise are meant to be broken ... but hello .... i scared that he might have gone haywire after the "talk" and do foolish thing .... xD hope that not truth .... me ended up wasting my electri bill by switching on my com from 7pm to 12pm for juz waiting for him to go online! sianz arh .... lols ... going to murder him once he online and he better reply my sms ... haiz ... hope things go well for that Mr ... better dun run out of luck =# i hope .... *finger crossed* ... okay okay ... offing my com liao ... gonna climb back to bed before my mum notice that i'm still using it! ahhhhhhhhhhh .... tata .... adios

clue signing off~

Saddist

2006-12-21T19:15:00.000+08:00

Time: 7.17pm
Mood:half-dead ...

kkies .... i'm sick today... having fever from yesterday till now ... juz ate med. .... haiz .... won't be able to attend the class bbq .. saddist ... caught a cold also lor ... thx to this damn freezing weather ... i used up to 2 box of tissue liao ... the whole dustbin is full of .... ermx .... germs ? ai ya .... my nose is bright red ... rub until its like falling off .... lols ... haiz ... hope that the class is enjoying the bbq ... well hope the thing go smoothly ba ... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......... i wanna go out! plus no one at home ... so hungry ... too lazy to go buy or rather too "weak" lor ... sob sob ... can only makan cup noodles ... well that call lucky that i bought it yesterday .... if not haiz ... gonna wait for them to reach home to buy food ... thinking of food .... i wanna eat BBQ CHICKEN !!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .......... wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ........ the med. for flu, making me sleepy liao ... haiz ... tata ... ZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzz

clue signing off~

Eh ???

2006-12-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

Time: 11.20pm
Mood: peaceful ...

hehe long long time didn't blog le ... paiseh paiseh ... well if u ask me wad i'm doing in my holiday, most likely will be juz watching anime and some other shows than fullstop. ai ya there nth much to blog leh ... haiz ... oh ... i got one more new jie-mei le ... my xiao mei , zheng hao, hahas ... he quite a weirdo actually but at least he dun mind much to be one of my sister ... XD ... weeeeeee.... and my laopo, evelyn, is back in singapore ... well she went to bangkok and came back on 5 dec lor ... she even bought present for me ! such a sweet wife rite ??? ... gonna promise her if i go oversea next time will remember to buy her one also ... same for the rest =X ... okay enough for my craps ... there nth much to post liao ... nothing in my mind currently ... so wish u guys, HAPPY HOLIDAY ! ^.^ ... tata

j.o.k.e.r signing off ~

Testing

2006-11-04T20:01:00.000+08:00

Time: 7.54pm
Mood: happy

Well me testing out the photoshop ... so putting up some pic i edited ..

the words is quite small ... haiz .... one last pic ...

so how the pic ? ... hope not too bad ba ...

Joker signing off ~

hehe ... now than i get the photo ...

2006-10-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

Time: 12.06pm
Mood: Normal

hehe ... me now than get the photo ...

okay ya .... this my d&t project la .... a pen holder ... but now u seeing is juz the draft ... hahas ... still got more to work on the way ...

this is the graffiti that is done by the PHAC ... peihwa art council lor ... well the whole lots of us work on this for about a few wks ... tired la but fun ... coz got out instructor Nagib ... and one more ... forgot to how to spell her name ... hehe ... the graffiti is located at one of the wall near the canteen in our sch ^.^ rox ...

ya .... this is another graffiti we done so far ... near the stairs ... like bricks falling to form a line or wad de...

kkies ... end of the photo that i can show u .... left about 80 more pic ... hahas .... won't be showing le ... anyway, who going to watch deathnote this thur 19 oct ? if can plz contact me ... plus for some of ur inform ... i'm still got sch kkies ...

Clue signing off ~

DeathNote

2006-10-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

Time: 12.12am
Mood: Light Hearted

DeathNote will be showing on 19 oct ^.^ Yeah! can't wait lor .... from last yr till now, i'm totally a freak about it ... well i know the whole story liao coz i bought the whole series ... but juz wan to see how it flim ... okay a brief about the char.:

Light Yagami
The main char. He's a boy genius ... gd in everything ... one day, he found a bk [DeathNote] juz outside he's sch ... lata on he found out the use of it ... the human whose name is written in this note shall die ... so he enroll into a journey which he wanted to create a new world ... by killing all those "bad" guys while he become the so call "God"... soon, he created a huge chaos in the world.. FBI tracking him down ... naming him as the "Killer" ...

Ryuk
He is one of the God of Death that came down to the human world due to his lost of his notebk ... At first he wanted to get it back before any human found it ... but he push off his thought once he found out that Light wanted to conquer the world and follow Light to contiune the journey ...

Lind. L. Tailor ( my fave char ^.^ )
The detective of IQ 200 ... another boy genius ... helping out the police forces to find out who the "killer" ... L found out the use of [DeathNote] lata on but he cost his life with it ...
( sad ... he die in the vol. 7 .... sob .... my idol .... well there are 12 vol now ... waiting for the last one that end the full story ... a wrap up... )

Misa Amane
An actress. After watching the news of the "killer", Misa try to find out the real identity of "Killer" ... own a [DeathNote] herself and helping out Light ... soon she fall in love with Light but was juz a tool to him ...

Near
A young boy who took over the job of L after he die ... he treat L as a bro and contiune L search of "Killer" ... He became the head of a Team which was once under L and lead his fellow team member to solve the crime ...

Mello
Anothe young boy who cannot accept the fact that L die ... try to find out the "killer" himself using his own way instead of joining hand with Near ... him and Near live together before he move out to search for the "Killer" ... love to eat chocolate and became the head of a gang after a few yr due to his knowledge and skills ...

okay .... end of the intro of char .... for more details .... either ask me or juz watch the movie ... maybe they change a bit so me not sure ... until i watch than can comfirm ... anyway is somehow a brainstorming flim ... hope u guys enjoy ... ^.^ going to contiune my Ranma1/2 and hunter X hunter ... =p last day to use com ... will be update after i finish my exam ... maybe hehe ... adios

clue singing off ~

Weeeeeee.....

2006-10-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

Time: 11.21pm
Mood: light hearted

weeee .... now watching Ranma1/2 on com .... i know i know ... exam coming .... but still .... aiyo ... me long time nvr watch it liao ... hehe .... so ... so ... hehe ... hmmmmmm .... since like when i was 4-7 yr old if i remember clearly .... dun say so long ago won't remember anything hor ... hahas ... i remember it coz last time, me ,bro and sis always stay up late in the middle of the night to watch it =) ...

anyway, exam starting on mon eng paper than pause ... next mon start again ... haiz ... rebecca jie and evelyn both finish exam le .... so envy haiz .... Gd luck everyone ^.^ ...

btw, today me juz went to Vivo city .... damn it .... so big until got lost .... haha ... too many ppl today plus my mum rushing to play manjong at 5 so 4 pm must go liao .... we left like about 1 hr to walk around it ... not shop lor ... like my mum no sense of direction sure get lost one ... hahas ...

Adios ...
Clue signing off ...

HELP ME !!!

2006-09-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

Time: 12.15am
Mood: SIANZATION !

wad lao .... the eng doc ... sux la .... dunno izzit it dun like me or wad ... or maybe is the com ... kept on hanging .... i redoing it the 6th times alr lor .... sianz la ... at first today, all i need to do is to burn it out and that it ... but in the end .... now still haven't slp yet ... wtf ... it was like living hell ... there .... my movie maker hang again ..... lucky i save a copy liao if not .... haha .... i will gone mad ... okay .... i'm redoing it again ... and left 10 mins more before i can never use com again .... mum scolding me like mad liao .... adios ... no time to blog le .... still got to burn the dise out for tml ... oh ya ... i HAVEN'T STUDY FOR MY MATH YET !!! HELL ! no time to drag le ... tml study in the mrt liao .... haven't even do my notez yet .... so RUSH LIAO ... REALLY BYE LE ... ADIOS ...

I'm back ... miss me ?XD

2006-09-17T15:27:00.000+08:00

Time: 3.21pm
Mood: tired ...

Finally back to blog again ^^ ... lols ... me now doing my eng. doc ... error and error .... is the 4th times i'm redoing it alr ... than now editing the songs ... cut here a bit ... there a bit than mix together ... wondering how will it sound like =p ... oh ya .... heard my bg music ? title of the sound is Never Had A Dream Come True ... but this is instrumental (dunno izzit spell like that ) version ... me still finding the sclub7 version lor .... haiz .... btw, here below is the lyric for it .... hope u enjoy the song same as me ...

"Never Had A Dream Come True"

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my babyI
never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

The end ...

Life is never equal ...

Everyone dreamz ...
Dream about wad? is their own problem ...
But for me ?
I Never Had A Dream Come True ...
Coz my dream had to be u ...

Signing off ...
Attitude m3

UNDER CONSTRUCTION ....

2006-09-01T20:38:00.000+08:00

Paiseh... for not updating ....
but now my blog is .... hehe ...
UNDER CONSTRUCTION
Sorry for any inconvenient causes ...
1 mth lata or wad than come back
to browse it ba ... hehe ... sorry

hehe

2006-08-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

Time: 9.26
Mood: sianzation

Wad lao ... now very sianz lor .... toking on phone with xue wei, eunice, clay planning tml de thing lor .... ai yo yo ...... dunno can do wad now .... haiz ..... lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala .......... lalaland ... star light, star bright, first star i see tonight ... i wish i may, i wish i might ..... blah blah blah forgot le .... now a bit moody le .... haiz ..... mood swing .... ai yo .... i haven bath yet lor ... stink a lot ... 7 pm reach hm until now .... busy planning tml outing .... but in the end .... suck .... wadever now .... ba ba black sheep .... lols .....

ai ya .... nth to type liao .... feel like slping lor ....

cheerio
~ Xiao Yun ~

Wahhhh ......

2006-07-21T14:35:00.000+08:00

Time: 2.30pm
Mood: sianzation ....

wahhhhhhhhhhh ............. sianz .............. having allergic to this med call paracetamol .... whole body red and swollen itchy lor ... than lata on my face leg hand kanna swollen up .... wahh .... 24 hr lata than i recover but not fully ... so today didn't go to sch ... oh ya .... today graffti art ... starting alr lor .... i didn't go ...... wahahahas ...... title:"dare to dreamz" .... dunno wad to draw lor ... anyway, hack care liao ...... haiz .... got to rest liao ... tml still need to celebrate with evelyn ... btw, Happy Birthday eve ... ^^

Sing Yun ....

wah ..... canada so gd ....

2006-07-09T14:30:00.000+08:00

Time: 2.26pm
Mood: envy .... wahahahas

wahhhhhhh ..... living in canada is so gd .... my online friend ,cody, ... told me that they r having their summer holiday for 2 mth ! .... so damn gd lor ... plus their education system is totally brand new to me ... even though i roughtly know wad happening there .... their summer holiday is like starting form 30 june to 5 sep... well they are starting sch again after that .... plus their exam alr finish le starting from june 22 till 27 ...

lucky that he didn't go for the summer camp if not he won't be chatting with me le .... wahahahahs .... he actually turning 15 soon .... i asked him if he knew wad class he will be attending next yr ... he reply me that they r going to high school ... and he asked me wad grade i'm in ...

hello ... we r from different country lor ... education system here is different lor ... how do i know wad grade i'm in ... ??? well he told me tat he is in grade 9 going to 10 alr ... haiz ....

he going to slp alr ... well i wish him gd nitez but i forgot to ask him wad TIME izzit over there now ? singapore now is afternoon 2 plus .... maybe over there is nitez time 2 am ? o.O ... wondering ... awwwwwwww hope he will log on back to msn so i can ask him much more thing ...

Everyone is born in a same fate but we took a different paths that change our life from then ...

Xiao yun signing off ...

dying soon

2006-07-09T04:28:00.000+08:00

Time: 4.24am
Mood: tired

Wad lao ... dunno me got food posioning or wad ? woke up in the middle of the night and vomit ... vomit alr than stomach ache ... than go shit in the toilet ... ( mind me for using such language ) so i kept on vomit and shit for like past 20 mins ... feel so weak now lor .... can't fall back and slp ...

Actually i wanna watch today soccer de ... but around 3 something i felt sick lor ... than went to slp ... than woke up from my dreamland all of the sudden feel like throwing up lor ........

wah sianz .... juz now type half why than rush to the toliet again ... haiz ... gotta eat med. .... pray that i will be fine ba ... half-dead ... but hope that monday i will still be sick than can don't attend the sch .... weeeeeeeeee ......... if i do that, eunice will be very busy to control the whole class for the national day thing ... wahahahahas ... maybe i should dun come =# lalalalalala .... than i can watch soccer ..... whoooooooooooos ......

aiya .... dun wanna blog liao .... having headache now ....

clue signing off ~~

sianz ....

2006-07-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

Time: 11.01pm
Mood: sianzation lor ...

aiyo .... com break down again .... the 5th times reformat again lor ... every data lost .... sob ....
i can't even play maple now .... o2jam need 2 hr for downlaoding not like last time 7 - 10 mins ... my hellsings picture .... little twins star website also gone liao .... sob wah .......................................................................................................... haiz ... still can't decide wad hair style to cut ... lol ...

btw, for 2e5 class onli: ... class contest ... wad if we create a new blog for class contest only ? will that be better ? i mean by posting it in our class and the new blog for those ppl who wishes to do online .... or we post the question up in our class blog better than creating one ? btw ... the class reply slips onli got 22 sheets .... for those who haven't hand in plz do so asap ... oh ya ... there might also be a up coming event later on but still not yet comfirm wanna do that next mth ... for the class contest ...

To melody: Meldoy call me once u see this ... (ps: no $$$ for hp) hehe ... will tell u more details and maybe paste it on our class blog lata on ( decide after u call me ) ...

*snoring time* ..... bye .... ZzzzzZzzzzZzzzz
Clue signing off ...

Sianzzzzzz ...

2006-07-02T13:59:00.000+08:00

Time: 1.57pm
Mood: sianzation ...

hiaz .... sry for not updating my blog ... coz com break down lor ... reformat the 4th time alr ... siao one .... now my com can only surf net .... wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..... sianzation lor .................. zzzzzzzzzzzz ... feel like slping ... zzzzzzzzzzzz ..... *snoring time* jk ... ;) lamer that me .... hmmmmm i going to have a hair cut soon i guess ... should i continue cut layers? or cut it short ... tomboy style ? wondering wad will i look like if my hair is short lor .... wahahahhas ... look more like a boyboy than a galgal lor ... =# ... i mean i so rough lor .... haiz .... jk....

gtg .... bb
clue signing off ...

Dun be sad liao k ?

2006-06-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

Time: 9.27pm
Mood:normal

Awwww... i juz read eileen mei blog ... haiz ... cry out than be back urself liao kk ? if me a boy i sure will woo u de and treat u like a princess ... wahahahs ... cheer up k ? u still got a long way to go so dun let the son of the b*tch hold u back ... jiayou hor ... dun remain in the past but get hold of urself and make a big step toward the future k ?

Tears is something that let ur emotion shown out...

hehe ... june hoilday going to end soon.

2006-06-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

Time: 8.38pm
Mood: okay okay

whooos .... june holiday going to end liao ... how i wish it can last longer ... but going back to school is also great coz we can meet our frenz again ( not like we didn't meet during the sch holiday but still wanna meet wad ) ... also can play game or chit-chat together longer time ... except the part where the hmw is ... ( thinking of hmw spoilt my mood argh ... ) sianz ... now doing the math pro. typing out the rule and game setting lor .... falling aslp liao .... zzzzzzzzzzzz....

aiya ... dun write liao ... got to rush out the thing ... b

Xiaoyun ... signing off ...

Back from sec 2 camp

2006-06-04T01:04:00.000+08:00

Time: 1.03 am
Mood: restless and tired

hehe ... paiseh so long than update ... play o2jam until forgot to update this ... =) me juz came back from my sec 2 lvl camp from 31 may till 3 june ... 4 days 3 nitez camp lor ... i enjoy it very much ... lucky i got go ... at first i dun wanna to join but eunice kept on asking the whole class to join so .... i should also thx her also =p ... i miss our instructors alot ... like instructor Marvin ( king kong mama ) , Freddie papa and so on ... hope that one day we will meet again ... thx them for those happy memory spent during the camp =) ....

Caiyun, my pri sch frienz, from dunno waddever sch is that ... paiseh is i forgot wad sch she study in now also know who are freddie, denise and some of the instructor ... their sch also have the camp high achiever de ... so zhun lor .... same instructor ... hahas ...

Evelyn, ham ham also gave birth to 6 or 7 baby hammy ... gd lor ... hahas ... hope that she can hander it ....

oh ya ... today my sis bought a math workbk for me and requested that i do at least 1 self-test per day ... sianz lor ... but who ask my math to be so lousy .... =# ... going to slp alr ... eyes cannot take it anymore ... bb

Everybody dance now ............................
2 times ......................................................
3 times ......................................................
Break it down now ..................................

Rainnie signing off ....

Joker ...

2006-05-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

Time: 11 pm
Mood: Normal ... lol

hehe .... paiseh ... now than update la ... lol ... exam over long ago ... =# got back my score ... not gd lor ... now stop here half way and gotta go .... bb

sry =P

Sh!t la

2006-05-16T19:57:00.000+08:00

Time: 7.55pm
Mood: sianzation

Kaoz ... my com reformat and all my things haven't save yet .... sian lor ... than now my com so lack until siao .... i mean the internet lor .... slow and unsteady .... like sh!t ... haiz .... than o2jam i still stuck at lvl 11 ... lvl 12 mission cannot pass leh .... sad .... lol .... i'm such a music idiot ... plus i juz had my hair cut .... nth really different when i tie it up ... if let down ... ermx ..... if u really noice my hair last time, u will 100% find it somehow weird .... lol .... i must wait until tml when my "dear" sis come back hm to repair all those damage ... my kor everytime nag at me ... very fan! .... kill him also got no use coz his soul will also haunt me .... " i will haunt u down even when i'm dead ... muhahahahah " <====== lame shit rite ? that wadda he told me ....

my exam sux a lot .... i fail my lit but pass my english and chinese lor ... lucky man ... tml getting back science, geog and blah blah blah .... scare to hell ... my math and geog is at the risk ... hope i will pass ... pray hard .... today forget who asked me, " fail le still laught ? " .... hellooooooo .... fail does mean i can't laught rite ? i mean that ... fail alr wad else can i do ? laught at my silly mistake la ... lol ... haiz .... very sian now ... and tired ... going to bed soon .... =) ZzzzzZzzzzZzzzz ....

Once is over than let it be ... never hold it back and regreting it ... but look forward and try once more ... you will know which is better for all ....

Rainnie signing off ... goodbye ....^^

Leaf trees and wind

2006-05-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

i found this story in a fanfic and hope u guys like it ^^ by DeViL gRiN.
The story about tree, leaf and wind.

Tree:
I'm an artist, and in almost all my paintings there surely will be a tree in it, thus, my friends all call me tree. Nice black hair, sharp nose, great bod, dazzling smile and mesmorizing eyes, that probably who half the female population in my school describes me.
i knew this girl since i was primary five, her name is leaf. We were close friends, talked about anything under the sun and even went to the same secondary school. I started falling in love with leaf in Secondary one, and i know she likes me too, but somehow, i felt myself unworthy of her and so... i kept my feelings to myself all along.
During this period of time, i dated three girls. Although all of them were pretty in their own way, they were no match for leaf. And during the process of me dating these three girls... i witness leaf's heart breaking... again and again. The most serious time was when leaf got into a quarrel with my second girlfriend, i knew deep in my heart that Leaf definitely wasn't the one who started it, but still... i steeled my heart and stood on my girlfriend's side, scolding her. That very moment, leaf started to tear, and immediately, she turned running away. I regretted this deeply... but there was nothing i could do already.
Leaf:
I'm a very ordinary girl, nothing special, so i'm called leaf. I met this guy in primary five and loved him since sec 1. His name is tree. Our relationship really is like a tree and a leaf. No matter what happens, i will always be by his side, supporting him, comforting him, inseparable.
When i fell in love with him, i didn't have the guts to tell him. I know tree has feelings for me, but he won't admit it. Just like that, the two of us waited and waited... hoping the other party would confess first.
However, when tree started dating other girls, my heart broke. When i saw the way he acted with those girls, a sour feeling arose inside me. Everytime this happened, i would rush home, lay on my bed and cry the entire night. Tree dated three girls, and each time, i felt myself being pulled deeping into a black hollow hole, struggling to get out only to be pulled in deeper. I love him so much, and sometimes i wonder how he could ever bear to do this to me.
Just when i was at my lowest, wind appeared in my life. He was one of tree's soccer buddies. Everytime he saw me down, he would come over and comfort me, encourage me. He waited for me after school everyday just to talk or have lunch with me. I knew what he was getting at, but i couldn't get tree out of my head. Still, wind persisted, and with wind... the pain in my heart seemed to lessen.
Wind:
I love sports and I'm well known for short distance running. They say i run as fast as a hurricane, thus, i'm called wind.
I saw her for the first time in the sports hall. Her eyes were filled with love and emotion, she was so madly in love with tree. Unknowingly, i fell for this girl and i made up my mind, she would be mine.
there was once, she was deeply hurt by tree, i grabbed the chance to comfort her and from then on, i confessed to her. She rejected me, her love for tree was too deep, just like a permanant scar. At the same time, i took on the job of repairing the scar, i wanted her to fall in love with me.
Time passed and soon the three of them were about to graduate. The day before graduation, tree asked leaf out of lunch. They picked a corner table and sat down.
"I broke up with jane." tree said.
"Really? I'm sorry."
"its okay..." Tree hesitated... then continued..."Leaf... do you want to..."
After so many year... finally, tree confessed his love for leaf. But... leaf's heart has been taken away.
"tree, i'm sorry, I have decided to be wind's girlfriend."
Tree's heart sunk upon hearing this news. For the rest of the meal... they ate quietly.
Leaf was unable to stay by tree's side eventually, is it because tree did not ask leaf to stay? Or simply because the wind blew the leaf away? A tiny breeze blow across, and even though the tree stops moving, the wind continues to blow. Just like that... in the arms of the wind... the leaf flies away...

so how is it ? hope u enjoy and for those who are in love, never feel shy to confess it.

Just go for it ...

Exam HERE !!!

2006-05-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

Time: 10.15pm
Mood: happy go lucky

hehe ... my mum not home yet ... so can play com for a while =# ... juz now, i found my pri sch autograph bk and flip through it ... awwwwww those sweet moments i spent with them .... miss them lots sia ... wonder how they doing alr ^^ i also found outta many poem leh ... love it =) ... as for the friendship ranking, i found outta that Lzx and BBQ chicken ( should know who hor? ) is one of the topic rating hated boys .... =p surprise leh ... haha ... one is a sissy while one is a chicken =.=" ... hope that Lzx won't see this post ... if not kanna kill ... if i die one day, know who the killer hor ...>.<... i'm stun to even find out that i manage to get some bois autograph ... <==== like some celebrity =.= ... well ... i got like casper, HG, teddy bear, ngaibok and so on ... HG juz anyhow draw draw draw than that call an autograph ... sianz lor ... stupid red ghost sia .... now cough until siao ... going take med ... ( how come everytime around exam will get so many sickness huh ? sore-throat, fever, flu, cough and wad more ? )

snowman, snowman,
white and cold,
remember me,
from young to old ^^

Rainnie signing off ...

hey! i juz found one great test!

2006-04-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

hey ... i found a great test ... check it out which star u belong to? me is Jupiter ^^

Which Star Do You Belong To ?

1) How do u free when a friend wrongs you?
- You feel Bad. (go to 2)
- You get angry and tell her how you feel. (go to 3)

2) Is your Bedroom Tidy?
- Never. (go to 4)
- Most of the time.(go to 5)

3) When do you dream?
- At night. (go to 5)
- During the day.(go to 7)

4) Your secret dream is...
- To become famous.(go to 5)
- For "him" to have a crush on you.(go to 6)

5) Can you keep a secret?
- Sure! (go to 6)
- Not aways(go to 7)

6) Do you always say what you think?
- All the time.(go to 8)
- Sometimes no.(Profile A)

7)Which is most special kiss?
- One given by someone you love.(go to 8)
- The one you see in the movies.(Profile C)

8)You'd rather play:
- A team sport like volleyball.(Profile D)
- A competive, individual sport like swimming(Profile B)

So which Profile r u in ???

Profile A
Sun
You are: generous and you always think about others. You've very peaceful, but if people make you angry... you burn!
Element: Fire
Good trait: You believe in yourself.
Bad trait: You can get too shy.
Lucky stone: Topaz

Profile B
Moon
You are: energetic and enterprising. When you get upset, you can easily let it go and forget about what had happened.
Element: Water
Good trait: You're perceptive about other people's feelings.
Bad trait: You can become very stubborn.
Lucky stone: Crystal

Profile C
Mercury
You are: very feminine and thoughtful. You love being surrounded by friends, but you also like being alone(to dream about someone you like!)
Element: Earth
Good trait: You're very outgoing.
Bad trait: You get discouraged easily.
Lucky stone: Agate

Profile D
Jupiter
You are: wise and friendly. Your optimism is very contagious.
Element: Air
Good trait: The enthusiasm you have for everything you do.
Bad trait: You can get untiy and too lively.
Lucky stone: Turquoise

So which star r u ??? clue logging off

Hehe ... EXAM COMING !!!

2006-04-30T21:53:00.000+08:00

Time: 9.55pm
Mood: sianz ...

Sry for not updating the past few ~~days~~ i mean weeks ^^ ... hehe .. exam coming ... 4 may starting so dun have time really to update it ... btw, how my new skin ? i got it from silentwhimpers ... is for sample de ... can see the word "sample" clearly on the side ...

plus, i put about 5 or 6 different music on my blog ... if u click on the others by the side, from the archives, click on anyone of it than it will like somehow refresh or wadever my blog than another song appear ... to put it simple, whenever u re-enter my blog, a new songz will appear ...
So that all for today ... cheerio ^^ =p

Sometime silent is better than shouting it out ...

Rainnie signing off =p

LOOOKKKKKKK HEEEEERRRREEEEE !!!!!!

2006-04-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

PAISEH .... EVERYTHING IS STILL UNDER-CONSTRUCTION ... SORRY =) WILL BE NORMAL IN 1 WEEK TIME ... THANK YOU =P

=) Can't clean the smile off my face =)

2006-04-08T12:43:00.000+08:00

Time: 9.43pm
Mood: light-hearted

hehe ... paiseh i save it as a draft onli for yesterday post ... dun wish to post up so re-wrote this ^^... sry ...-.- ... anyway, this chap is not about today but is yesterday ...

Yesterday was one of the coolest day i ever had ...i realli realli enjoy it a lot even though is quite tiring ...

Me, Eunice, Clay, Elieen, Xue Wei, Ying Jie, Michelle, Lingna, Wendy, Melody and Ben all of us work on the IFD and prepare a lot of thing ... blah blah blah ... still got a lot of ppl helping outta la ... but i'm sry forgetting to mention any one of u that i had missed out ...

We arranged the table, put up those flag, decide on doing wad next and so on ... is like everyone was so tired but we still ought to go back hm and contiune our own little part ... but juz before we go off, we took a photo all together ... and guess who is the one taking those pic ? haha ;)

When we were walking to the stairs, wendy juz came back from her cca and was juz in time to be with us with our small little "cheer" ... Let's hope that we will win at least the top 3 ... but even if we dun also nvm, the most importanting of all is the process that link US together ... "Our Untiy" ... btw, did anyone took the pic of the "cheer" ? send it to me if got ^^

It is juz the word "US" that make our " Unity Strong ".

clue signing off ...

HACK !!!

2006-03-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

Time:11.58pm
Mood: extremely ANGRY !!!

Kaoz ... my maple acc being hack .... everything gone ... and i ROUGHLY know who is the one BEHIND it ... haiz ... my acc .... sob .... TMR, i'm going to find outta who the ppl and KILL the person if i could !!! ...

I: @#$!&*!@#$!##%@*()!@*&^$!#$@#!@!!$%&#%^@

if i can't find back all my item, i won't play anymore ... i will be asking one by one ... so guys, pardon plz .... i dun mean any harm ... sry ...

FOR THE PPL who HACKED my acc .... YOU BETTER DUN LET ME CAUGHT U !!!

Panic sia ....

2006-03-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

Time:10.20pm
Mood: Panic

Argh .... i forgotten to do my art!!! plus i dun have printer now .... sob .... now rushing everything !!! pray hard hard ... sob ... Now my com siao siao one ... the ppt cannot load ! ... yingjie will kill me ... help! yesterday next i the NEWater ppt. i done is gone ... stupid virus attack ... forget to scan ... help ...argh ...

This week hor, me so sick .... last sat sore-throat ... sunday fever due to sore-throat ... mon flu coz having fever that time i felt very hot wad so on the fan and faces me ... tue block nose ... today cough ........tml wad ? vomiting ??? haiz ...my luck .... bless me ... haiz ...

Clue signing off

Check it out !!!

2006-03-01T19:39:00.000+08:00

Time: 10.12pm
Mood: Happy land ^^ lalala

Paiseh ... long time didn't update it ... hehe ... btw, i'm here to show u guys something so COOL !!! my friend asked me to go and check outta one website weeks ago ... so cool man ! After u watch this video, most of us will fall in love with guitar ... I'm in love with it ... haha ... i mean guitar ... lame ... sry hehe =p ... must wait for it to load first before u play hor ... press pause first than wait for it to load ... kk ???

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kP-CoQiiTAU&search=electric%20guitar

Die die also must check this out hor ... Canon in D ... that guy is so damn cool lor .. haha ... pro ... =P ... must really thx my this friend for passing me this website ^^ thx sia ...

Clue signing off

In School Sux!!!

2006-02-21T08:46:00.000+08:00

haiz ... long time didn't update liao ... now in sch lor ... doing math ...
so sianz la ... sianzation ... the more i do math the more i felt like noob
noobzation ... LOL

Oh Shit!

2005-11-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

Time: 12 pm
Mood: turning crazy ...

Argh ... someone save me!!! My real sis is getting marry but wad have it gotta do with me ? ya, i should be happy ... but i am! & is about to turn nut ... firstly, my sis asked me to wear skirt ... Oh my God! ... u know, i hate to wear skirt as it broke my "style" & wearing skirt i must be ... u know that type of galish , i mean gentle gentle lor ... haiz ... since i'm my sis "bride-maid" so no choice liao ... "bride-maid" stand for the bride maid lor ... so must listen to wadever the bride say ...

Secondly, my sis asked me to wear "high-heels" ... i'm going to die ... Eeeeek .... if u wear "high-heels" too long, it will hurt ur feet lor ... plus my sis wedding will be next yr during march ... so wad the rush ?

Lastly, wad if my pri-sch friend saw me wearing skirt and high-heel ? ( not only maybe HW ppl & maybe others plus for ur inform, i changes 3 pri-sch ) i will surely paiseh one lor ... coz no one really saw me wear skirt except a few gals ... not even if i wear sch skirt, i will also wear short one lor ... most of the gals will la ....

Few gals who saw me wearing skirt ... ermx ... r ... Eve and pei qing ... as for mel, i'm not sure lol ... pei qing is the person which i never expect and she even saw me wearing mini-skirt which i was force by my mum to a wedding dinner ... dunno for wad hell is that ... As for Eve leh ... hehe ... she is the first or maybe the last one i promise to let her see me in skirt ... long skirt ... => ...

Things might not be going as smoothly as u think, but sometime it will turn out rite in a better way ...

Clue was here ... signing off ... haiz ... how come i will write this type of things ... ??? i'm turning NUT ! MAD! haiz ....

My dad ...

2005-10-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

Time: 11.05pm
Mood: Siao ...

I really dunno wad is happening to me now a days ... i feel ... like so idiot ... so hopeless ... sometime i even wonder if i need counseling ? ... I become very stressful maybe one of the reason is exam is near ... another reason is ... my father ...

I'm always in a very bad term with my dad ... we everytime quarrel ... it really does hurt me a lot when he scold me ... Is not that i did anything wrong but is juz that, he is always siding with my bro ... It was my bro who first make me angry, than i shouted at him ... when my father heard me shouting, he didn't even bother to find out who is right or wrong but juz scold me first ! Even if he know that it was his mistake, he didn't even say a sry to me ...

From the first day when i got to know things, he had never said a sry to me till now ... his pride is too high ... not even his own daughter he will lower down his pride ... so that y i hate ppl whom is so damn ego or wadever ... ( now i dun even know wad craps am i toking about )

Yesterday, when i was eating with my dad, i quarrel with him ... as for the details, wait long long than i will tell u ... I dunno wad the problem with him, he juz slam on the table and said," Wo bu yao chi le! " aka ( i dun wan to eat anymore ) and than walk off ... slamming the front door and disappeared ... But the problem is, I'm not wrong! He was the one who make mistake, i corrected him than he blew his head off ...

When he returned hm, my mum forced me to say "Sry" to him ... i got no choice but to follow wad she say ... he than came in with his head high up as if he won this match ... *pui* ... My sch got the wadever parenting workshop but i didn't let my dad see this later ... y should i let him see ? I dun have much hope liao ... and i dun wish to spoil my last hope to know more about him ... which will give me with great disappointment ...

Life is never fair but u have to accept it ...[ I believe ... I hope ... I wish ... but sometime things will never work out the way u plan ][ i juz wanna to be alone for the time being ... thx ]

Clue signing off [ Freako ]

The History is repeating itself

2005-10-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

Time: 11.34pm
Mood: Depress ...

Sometime i really really wonder, y is the history kept on repeating itself ? y ? is there anything that can stop it ? No ? ... u all think that i very free to stuck my nose in other ppl thing ? I juz dun wan anyone ended up the same fated as me or someone else who had experience it... Haha .. do u feel that i'm such a stupid idoit ppl ? who bother about this ? But i do ... i am ... i am stupid idoit ppl becoz i treat u as my friendz ... if u r not my friendz do u think i will ever care about it?

When u r a friend of mine, if u got any problem plus telling me wad is it than i will try my best to help u .... I promise .... i will try my best ... I swear ...

It is a promise i make for my friendz ... believe it or not is up to u ... For me, friendship is always speical and i do not want to end any friendship becoz of some craps ... This is wad i think only ...

Oh shit! How come i still can't log in tho e-learn science ? damn it! ai yo ... my com cannot log in ... alamak ... help .... i die die liao ... science going to fail ... haiz ......... going to have a big scolding .....

[ My Motto: When time to joke, i joke ... when time to play, i play ... when time to be serious, i will DO that ... ]

Clue signing off ... Freako ...

About Me ( part 2 )

2005-09-07T01:55:00.000+08:00

Time: 1.55 am
Mood: Nothing ... or maybe weird
( part 2 about me )

Am i nut ? writing part 2 ? hehe ... ya i am ... :-# okay lame ... btw, where was i ? where did i stop ? oh ya! ... hehe ... blur me ... Wad will u think of when u first see this scene ?[ A gal with some bois chatting ] The gal is "flirting" around with bois? Hey! r u nut ? if u ever think of that ? but maybe that was the rite answer ... but can't u all think of another way round ? like example, the gal need to ask them for help? asking about hmw ? asking them for something else ? and ppl misunderstood saying that she is "flirting" with them, how will she feel ? or should i phrase it How will u feel ? if u were her ? U all might say that, who care ? heck care la ... +++ wadever it is, if u were ever the gal ... Muhahaha u will know how it feel like ...

Btw, i wrote a little bit things but it seem like a huge juke ... maybe is becoz of my blogger skin which is so small that cause it to turn out this way ...

I'm a "tom-boy" ... u wanna know y ? coz boi r easiler than gal for making friends with ... dun u agree with it ? when u first came into a new sch, there are two group of ppl, gal and boi ... which group will u remember all the name? or the most ? ... For me, is bois ... coz they r more lively and there know how to break the ice even though some of them r shy ... but if is gals ? when gals r too shy, they will be very "DIAM" aka quiet ... or some of them will pissed u off or another way round ...

[Some of u who had read this might say: Wad liao ... how can Sing Yun say we gals until like that ? very the wad lor ... like a "beach" somemore ... i dun agree with wad she say lor ... i still think gals r much more easy to make with ... ] Halo!!!! if u think that way, go and read the previous chap first la ... I did say before that each ppl have different thinking ... NO OFFENCE to all my chap ... thx u ...

Everyone is special, no one is the same ... Everyone had a different paths to walk on, but there will always be a junction where we all meet to be friend coz this is fated in the part of life ...

Clue signing off again ... A joke
[ Friends r " strange and unique " as u r "strange" while i am "unique" ]

About Myself ...

2005-09-07T00:50:00.000+08:00

Time: 12.55 pm
Mood: Normal ...

Sometime, u all complain that how come everytime I update, it will be extreme long ... I admit it but what I wrote was wad happen on that day or the events so it will be long wad ... not like u all lor, juz wrote ur feeling will do ... u wanna know y ? coz this is my style ...( P.S. dun scold me or kill me when u read this =P ) anyway, i believe that each ppl have their own taste, their own style, their own thinking and their own life ... ai ya, i'm talking craps la ... heck care it ... okay okay, back to the topic, me!

I'm juz a gal, a normal gal, with simple life to live on and i dun really wish for more ... actually, everyone is the same ... if u try to take away all those wealth and everything, we were back to the basic ... a basic life some more ... a life which got Health, Love and many other basic things that we had missed out ... but when different problem added to it, the whole things will change... Example, a CEO of a company... Y do they called it a CEO? It was juz only a name but got a higher position than most of us, more duty to do, more responsibility plus extra 1 more name for them ... juz like Student leaders and so on ...

Everyone is greedy ... is juz the matter of obvious or not ... eh, how come i talk until so far huh ? back to me once more ... I'm juz very normal... but i got my own style that added colours into my life ... I love to play sport e.g. bball, mini-tennis, badminton and so on ... I will not change anything like my way of dressing +++ but i will change unless there is a need to it ... My way of dressing is simply a t-shirt plus a jeans or pants that i'm comfortable with ... Ask me to wear a skit ? ermx .... i need to think about it .... Most likely is No Way! but i will only wear a skit unless there are a speical events, in front of my relative and maybe my BF ... who know wad will happen in the future rite ? I think i start one more chap la ... later u all complain about me again ... :-#

Clue signing off
( how come i still dun feel sleepy yet ? )

My Best Kor Kor ....

2005-08-20T17:03:00.000+08:00

Time: 5.06pm
Mood: Shock plus a bit down ...

Juz now, me and father had a quarrel while i was eating my lunch at hm ... For the past few yrs, my home had not been peace ... In sch was so stress and tired n wanna to go hm and had a rest ... but even if i'm at hm ... things had not been smooth ... this mth is so chaos for me ... everything was in a mess ... I started going hm late juz becoz i dun wan to face the problem ... I'm still young and i can't really hander my problem well and i'm running away from it ...

Humans r odd, when they dun wan to face the problem they will end up running away from it ... so am i ...

My mum was very angry at my dad for some reason which i cannot say ... Now the main problem is not with my mum and dad but is my sis and dad ... My sis is planning on a wedding next yr ... and some things happen ... I cannot say it out coz is ..... ermx .... ai ya! cannot say la ... I was always helping out my sis and i end up quarreling with my dad for my sister wedding dinner ... My bro was in the bedroom slping all a long when we r quarreling ... but i dunno how he manage to know it ... maybe is too loud liao ... haiz ...

Me and my kor relationship is not very gd coz he is always very the naggy one ... and he always get me into scolding from my father coz my dad always help my kor lor ... but i know my kor is always there for me ... I never know my bro is so gd at handerling things so well and i was tuely amaze by him ... he talk to me explaining to me about how to solve the problem ( my sis wedding ) after my dad left the house to somewhere else when he was so mad ... my Kor is damn pro lor .... talking to him make me feel so inmature lor ...( anyway, i am .. =P ) now than i know wad to do to solve it ... he ask me to talk to my Jie as he is quite busy doing amry service ... and ask me to call him if anything i dunno ... My bro is so damn gd rite ? haha ... He is my best Kor Kor no matter wad happen ... He is once my kor ... forever he is ...

I learn many things for today ... and still Rome is never build in one day so i still got lots to learn from ... he is the best ... in my heart ... maybe ... =P

No matter wad problem happen, u always had to face it ... there is no use running away from it ... running away from it could only make things worst... Action is always louder than words

Clue signing off ...

Wah .... My key chain ...

2005-08-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

Time: 11.35 pm
Mood: Sad ... haiz ...

Today after my ODAC training, i went to the Lrt with my friends... When we reached there, we happen to see many of our classmate over there chit-chatting or wadever la ... plus our Math teacher, Ms Khoo was at there, and dunno which teacher waiting for Lrt together ... We all were extemely noise but it was fun anyway ... but i juz remember to on my hp and called my mum if she got cooked today ... if she isn't than i'm going to eat outta ...

When i took out of my hp, i notice that one of my fava Key chain was gone! i was so damn shock lor ... the key chain is quite improtant to me and i keep it for more than 2 yrs liao ... and now juz gone like this ... how careless am i ? ... i kept on searching my bag but still left no clue ... the Lrt came and i got no choice but to board it ... and i make my way to Compass point with the others ... In the end, me and "G" went to eat Mac lor ... and we were like joking around and saying about my lastest god-bro ... "SL" ...

I then went home with empty hand coz i couldn't found my key chain ... no choice liao la ... i might go and buy another one lor ... haiz ... i dun really wan to buy coz is meaningless liao ... as the Key chain is a "friendship"thing one lor ... The key Chain look like .... ermx ... a heart shap in blue with white wings beside it ...

Now a days, i'm so bad luck ... dunno y ... plus my parents always quarrel with each other plus my ____ passed away lor .... haiz ... and now my things always get lost ... How come i always so late than update ? get use to liao lor .... anyway, going to slp liao ... going soon ... so cheerio ...

Clue signing off ... ( i really hope to have another key chain back ... haiz ... )

I couldn't even see him for the last time ...

2005-08-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

Time: 11.50 pm
Mood: Extemely down ...

i dun really know how to phrase it but ... haiz ... i dunno wad to do but write in my blog ... Today around, 3 or 4 pm, my aunt called ... she told me she was looking for my mum while i reply her that my mum was away to her friend hm ... my aunt told me in her bitter voice:" Sing Yun, tell ur mum that ____ had passed away yesterday about 5 pm something ... " I was shocked and my voice had almost drop dead ... i juz got the energy to voice out "unhuh" only ... " Tell ur mum that there won't be a funeral plus ____ had burn into ash ... " my aunt had also asked me to copy down phone number of ____ nephew... i do as she told ... and soon, she hang up the phone ...

The news was too big for me, coz i was playing maple story a moment ago and recieving this news .... i turn around and told my dad who was sitting on the sofa watching tv ... he answer me with his big round eyes with shock and sadness containing in it ... " ur mum juz met ____ on friday only !!! " .... my jaws drop open ... i mean, my mum juz met a person before he passed away ... ( for ur inform, today is sunday ) i called my mum and told her that whole story ... Everyone was shocked of course ...

Mix emotion were rushing in me ... Life is so fragile ... i couldn't even see him for the last time ... that is my regret ... but time cannot turn back ... i dunno wad i'm going to do tml in sch ... 100% no mood one ... but i will not cry ... coz i'm stubbon ... hope that time will pass fast ... may it be smooth for me tml in sch ... but i dun think so ... let this be one of the fairytale for me and us to remember ... may god bless ____ ... forever ____ will be in our heart ... ( for ur inform, i'm a free-thinker okay ... ) how am i going to hander my emotion when tml got test ? help .... hope is a open bk test .... alamak pray hard ...

Life is so fragile ... juz only a blink of eyes ... things will change ... life and death ... is always a part of life .... a life cycle ... remain forever ...

Clue signing off .... haiz .....

Evelyn birthday !!!

2005-07-21T19:06:00.000+08:00

Time: 7.12 pm
Mood: Normal ....

Today is my dear sister, Evelyn, birthday ! ( She is not my blood related sister hor ... she is one of my jie mei ) ... she treated me and some of her friend to go pizza hut and eat ... At first i cannot go due to my fever i had since yesterday ... but my mum say that if i only eat my medcine than can go ( taste bitter ... yuck! i didn't go and see doc coz my hm still got some med. left ) ... so we went to PS = Plaze Sing .... Eve was dressed in a black t-shirt same as me and Nicki ( Nicki is gal hor ... for ur inform ) with their sch skit ... Than we standing outside the pizza hut chat for a while waiting for Inessa ... i passed her the present and they say i'm proposing to her ... haha ... that job should leave to her future bf or wad ... but i still act along with them ... but i didn't knee down okie ? ... than i say something that they laught out loud ... " Wow! Eve, so many ppl propose to u huh ? " while i'm looking at her present ...

When Inessa arrived, Me and eve, both give her a teddy bear hug ... same as friendly hug la ... long time never see inessa already and she grow taller me ... hahah ... so sad that i'm still short ... : p ... jk jk .... Then we all went into Pizza hut, table for 6 ... enjoy our " lunch "... Eve and inessa keep on changing their idea of wad to eat ... me and the rest juz keep silence ( we r not the one paying so much so keep slience lor ... haha :p ) 1 year had passed already and yet they still haven't desicde wad to eat ... so long man ... than Nicki is going to die of hunger ... haha ... while we were waiting for the food to serve after eve order not long before , i help her to wear the necklace i bought for her ... it was a puzzel piece and a blank rect. metal hanging behind it with her name " Evelyn " engraved on it ... It took me years to help her wear coz her hair keep on swinging ... and her pontytail almost hit my face ! haha ... in the end, i ask Inessa to help me ...

We joke around and eat ... laughting at our silly comment ... so fun ... juz then a phone rang, when we recieved a news that we brust out laughting and agreed to everything eve say ... " Do u all wan Aziz to come over ? " Eve ask us while waiting for our reply ... no need to say much coz we all agree to let him join us ... When i talk about Aziz, it remind me of his present for eve ... haha ... it was a card ... or should i say only a blank paper with word scribble on it ? Alamak ... last nitez i msn him and told him to make the card look more nicer ... but in the end ... ai yo! so .... so .... so ... haiz ... i give up ... no matter wad ... Eve, still like it very much ... dunno if she is nut ? : p sry .... it is still a present for her wad ...

After that, we go and shop for a while than went back home ... Today, Evelyn mood is damn gd ... keep on giving " flying Kiss " and saying " love u " .... hahaha ... who birthday won't be happy ????

When i reach home, Wendy called me ... and told me about the Student leader thing ... I'm not selected ... In the class, there r 8 ppl who get into this but only 2 ppl who didn't get in .... that me and Sarah ... Sadness will still have one la ... but nvm ... if the teachers didn't choose me, they always have a reason ... It doesn't really matter to me ... but is juz the time we all spent during the camp ... a unforgettable memory that will always be with me ... In sch, my wish is to be a student leader ... Outside sch, my wish is to be the best promoter ever ... now my dream smash a bit but i will never give up ... no matter wad, there will always a thing called " Hope "

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

Music change our emotion, Music change our feeling, Music change our life style ...

Whoever read this, dun tell anyone nor spread anything ... if i found out who did that ... " deadly " will be the word for u ...

Tml is Jia Yi birthday !!! Happy birthday to u, u r born in the zoo ... Ops .... sry : p

Clue signing off ...

Argh ..........

2005-07-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

Time: 12.32 am
Mood: Very down

Argh .......... dunno wad had gotten into me for this few week ..... so Moody ....... getting everything all mess up .... like today ... my mum told me to record a drama but instead of that, i record another .....( my mum is not at hm ) i told my bro and got scolded by him ..... i know i deserve it but is juz that ... i'm not having a very gd term with my bro ... he is always naggy ... dunno how to describe him la ... ai ya! dunno how to contiune ... feeling very low ... very " fan " in another words ...

Last time i listening to music will do the trick to let me relax and forget everything for a momment but now ... different ... no matter how loud the music is ... it still didn't work out ... argh .... god help me ! ....

Haha .... after writting all these, it sound as if i'm in love but got regected .... haha .... but even if i am, who am i in love wif ? ... silly me and my silly question .... oh ya ! there r some very nice songz ... if u free, go and find those song, it's cool! " Lonely No More " by " Rob Thomas ", " Graduation ( friends forever ) " by " Vitamin C " ... there r many songz ... if u wanna to know more ... juz ask me : p ....

Let today end with no regret while begin tomorrow with a new start ahead ...

Clue signing off ( aka Xiao Yun )

long time no update

2005-07-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

Date: 4/7/05

Time: 11.10 pm

Mood: Normal

Haha... long time didn't update this already ... coz i forgot my password : p ... so forgetful i am... hehe. Alastair had created a blog for our whole class ... 1E5 ... Yeah! so shock man! ... i like that blog very much and it also include our hmw ... haha ... if next time forget got wad hmw, can go and check leh ... but the problem is will they update every single day ? haiz ... nvm ... i'm so sianz now a day ... dunno y ... i try to summarise that few days i didn't update my blog ... k ?

We got the leadership camp during the june holiday ... it was so fun! We went for the rock climbing, zipline and kayaing ... so shock! I'm in the pinky group with shar and we r in the telematch ... i enjoy it so much... even if i didn't get into the student leader i also won't mind coz i really really enjoy the camp and i dun really wish for more ... it is the best memory for me ...

that all i can say for now ... coz mum wanna to use the com ... will update more : p ... gtg bb... chaoz ... hehe

Happy!

2005-05-30T03:48:00.000+08:00

Actually this is yesterday news ... but nvm ( nevermind) i write it as today ... It goes like this ... Tell u all the truth la ....

A guy that i like for about 3 years, some of u might know who is it ... but i keep it as a secret coz that guy might see my web ... : p ... last time i had confess to him and he rejected me... later on he sms me and he say that is his friend using his msn chatting with me ... so sad ... but i dun believe him anymore ... even thought he is one of my buddy ... he yesterday sms me y i so long didn't online... i got online but is juz i blocked him : p... then we chat for a while ... he also asked me wanna to meet during sch holidays ... i was so happy that he didn't forget his buddy (me) ... he then asked me to organise it but i'm too busy now a days so i push this job back to him ... he said that he will call me and organise it together ...

u all might think that i'm nut when only this thing happen ... Yes! i'm nut! ... a feeling that can never be describe ... even if i told u, u might not understand but u juz got to try it urself! Only your ownself than can ever describe that feeling ...

Today early in the morning ... Jorina pass me a dise ... she ask me to open it ... i do as she told ... it turn out that the dise contain the song that i like ! example : Ha Luo, Fly away ... +++ that all for today ... going to watch tv ... chaos ... bb ...

Tired man ...

2005-05-30T03:35:00.000+08:00

Today i'm really really very tired ... maybe is becoz of my illness ... i mean i'm having a fever on thursday and not really recover it so that might be one of the reason ... Another reason might be Today ODAC ( OutDoor Adventure Club ) putting a camp ( somhow like treasure hut for Em3 ppl ) run until siao ... dunno why now a days, they r so energetic... I'm in charge of group 10 but so sad that there r only 9 groups ... so i join Kezia at first but in the end, i took over Elieen group 7 with Royston( haiz.. i always not sure how their name is spell ... pardon me guys ) and we end up the Champion! Yahoo! I wonder is Royston my so called " Kor " John Lim friend or buddy ... haiz ... i got STM ( short term memory ) ...

When will evelyn be back ? Miss her so much ... mostly is her present la ... hehe ... jk ( juz kidding ) Her hamster is wif me now as i take care of it during her trip to Hong Kong...

A message to Evelyn:

Eve, when u saw this message, dun ever kanna kill me or scold me ... u would like to know how is ur ham ham rite ? As it name ... ham ham had really become a ham ... cook it ... taste nice ... haha... jk jk ... who will ever like to eat a hamster ?!?! ai ya ... i always got lots of craps ... juz to ask u, how is ur trip ? got miss Aziz ? or do u miss me ? haha ... u better go and miss Aziz la ... he ur kor what ... dun tell me that even ur brother u also won't miss one huh ...

Today my real bro and sis ( so called nick, Max, Jorina ) go and collect the Star Wars whole family poster... Wow! so shocked man! Cool ! Haiz.... a bit sleepy already ... so end here ... bb ... yawn .... ZzzzZzzzZzzzZzzzZzzzZzzzZzzzZzzzZzzz

Suxz ....

2005-05-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

Today damn sux ... that stupid teacher, Ms Kwan, tell us to do the editing on a composition ... What the hell... she put my composition in! I know that my english is not gd ... but she no need to do such things to emberrased me ! Haiz ... after that, i become half of the class laughting stock... so sad man ... She even helped me to edit my composition and turn things upside down ... tml still got english lesson and they will be going throught this! i really really wanna to dig a hole and put my head in .... Wad liao ... this kind of teacher also have .... if she was not my teacher, i'm going to give her a big punch onto her eyes. A few words to describe her .... " She sux " "What the hell she doing this? i rather her to be direct than making round and round the merry go round..." " I Hate Her "

Ppl who had readen this chapter, pls do not pass around and special to Ms Kwan ... If i found out who passed it around ... hahaha ... that ppl going to get it from me ... the best is ... after reading this chapter, forget about it ....

Today, Pei Hwa Idol rockz ... Till now i still dun get it why Alex ( shortcut name for ..... ) didn't get into the top 3 ? He sang very well ... i expected him to be in the second or thrid places ... i choosen 3 ppl to get into the top 3 ... they r Alex, HS and C ( all shortcut name la ... actually, i dunno how to spell their name ) 2 in but 1 out ... I dunno why Alphonso (dunno izzit spell like this ) group got the 1st ?!?! They sang out of rythem and sometime out of tune ... they danced only a little, very little, must well i ask Alex to shake his butt .... jk jk .... i wonder is Ms Tian helping them .... a bit unfair lor ... they said that the ppl who we clapped the loudest well get higher chance of winning ... almost each class at least got 10-15 ppl clapped for Alex many round and the loudest somemore ... but Alphonso only got the 1E1 or 2 ( i not sure which ) clapped for him only lor ... One word to say .... " UnFair "

After school ... npcc members go to dunno where and me and chin yi passed by them ... when they boared on the bus .... i stopped to look for Gary coz i wonder how he looked like when he was wearing the full uniform .... instead of seeing Gary, i saw that " Si " Ah Guah ... Guah lih i mean ... looking at me and "da jie" .... so sad can't find Gary ... so we walked away ...

We still got the dunno what leadership training and briefing in the afternoon .... it was so fun! We were in the hall doing planning for the camp later on june ... we also played some games ... Fun and rockz to describ it ....

I dun like that sissy Johnthen Yeo ( another name dunno how to spell ) and he DIDN'T hug ME! That it! dun listen to clay, lingna, yen ping and Shar .... they were toking craps in another words ... Life sux today ... gotta slp ... bb ....

God-brother and sister ???

2005-04-09T15:10:00.000+08:00

Haiz ... long time didn't upate this already ... many things had happen now a days, i will slowly write down all those events... i will start from this ... I wonder if they mind if i write their name down? but anyway, i will still do so ...This is my sec sch life ...

I live at Chinatown that area and my sch is at Seng Keng ... Many of u will ask me, y i choose a sch which is so far away from my hm? I will simply tell u that my friend, Melody, is at that sch and i want to join her ... but actually i want a new start... back in my pri sch, i'm quite bad, always didn't hand in my homework, cause a lot of trouble and parent always being call up... haha... i'm a bad gal... isn't it ? enough of these, back to my topic...

Juz like the other days, i took the north-east line to Seng Keng than alight to take the west lope Lrt ... when i reach the Lrt station, i saw Chin Yi which is a gal that is above 1.6m tall i think wearing spect, golden and black hair... waiting for Elieen, a sporty and cute gal which like all things which is pink ... I walked up to her and greet her with a " Hi " than we chat for a while, She asked me if i want to be her god-sister i mean younger one ... of course i will say yes, no harm isn't it ? that is how i end up Chin Yi, my God-Sister ...

A month past after that... i was at hm chatting with my friend, Clayderman, by sms... i was saying that he sound, like my god-brother in pri sch so irrating ... than he ask me if i want to be his elder god-sister than i reply him no ... even if i'm older than him but his look is much more older ... he than ask me if i want to be his younger god-sister than of course i say yes la ... actually i'm not sure which way round when he/ i ask him/me to be the younger one ... haha that is when i become his younger god-sister ...

Few days later, at class behind me is my god-brother, Clay ( shortcut name for him ), and a emtpy table... a guy called Guah Lih moved over there ... he is quite tall and they say he is very handsome, i almost vomit it out ... if he is so handsome, pig can fly already ... sometime ppl also call him a filrt ... me and him always quarrel together like watering plant all sort of things ... 1-3 days later, when i was busy studing my math, he ask me if i can me his mei... that time i was busy and i answer him yes and no and told him to shut up ... he then ask Clay to ask me to be his mei, i reply him "ya la ya la" while i was busying doing my correction so didn't realise it ... after sch, i told Chin Yi with the other gals about it and they say i shouldn't do so as blah blah blah ( can't tell ) i went home and think... i sms Guah Lih and ask him if there is any homework but he reply back to me as, can u be my mei pls ?... than blah blah blah i agree it ... i will rather want a god-brother and sister than hating a ppl ... some of u may say i'm stupid to have him as a god-brother but i will answer u , he is human right not ghost... so y not let him be my god-brother

yawn... so late already, still need to wash shoes... gtg bb ... tml will write more ...

Stress

2005-03-28T12:08:00.000+08:00

Date: 27 March 05
Time: 8.10 p.m.

Haiz ... Today dun know why, i feel so stress. I'm not even know what i'm stress about... That is the main problem. Talking about problem, i trying to recall back this past few months. Everyone live on a different line, a different path as well as me. U might think ur in the same path as someone but the truth is, u r totally at a different path and u had juz walked across only. Life is never smooth but hardship will also come to an end. I wonder y i write so much craps ?! I'm turning nuts ?! Faster send me to Mental Hospital ! ok ok Stop mine craps! If not i'm really going to Mental Hospital ... : p See, i stress until like this. This past few months really happen many things, example my friendship, many subjects and a person who i could not forget till now. If u want to know who is it, juz 2 words to tell u. That is " Can't Tell " ... hehe ... That all for today, by the way i'm the first time writing this! so pardon me if i got any english error... : p

Clue signing off